An Inordinate Mind

Modern day philosopher Anthony J. Topper ponders the nature of the universe.

Monday, June 06, 2005

Monday is Satan's day

Ok so I am not dancing around fires and chanting 'Hail Lucifer' in some strange tounge. I just didn't want to get out of bed this morning.

I feel the urge to be creative but something is hindering my motivation. I want things too fast even if I know they should take time. If I start a painting I know it will take a good bit of time to finish. Every once in a while I will enter this zone where time doesn't exist and I can just get into what I am doing. I'm not like, 'I want to be done now.'

I haven't figured out methods for getting myself into this zone. I want to be able to control it. I need to figure it out so that I can be more productive.