The urge to hesitate

Ok, so I've been dating this girl named Mary for a little of two weeks now. The time has gone by fast. Things between us have progrossed fast, too fast.

Yesterday I agreed to exclusive dating. Not sure if I am even ready for that. I think no matter what happens that things will be fine. We've been really good at being open with each other.

I love when things are clear and I can be like 'this is how it is'. I've never had that with a girl, not even with this one. Even though I like Mary, and I'm optimistic about it, I am still unsure about where to go with it and when to go there. I think too much.

I guess part of me still thinks that I should date around a little bit more. I guess part of me still isn't over Molly entirely.

I think my best course of action is just to slow life down a little. I can't have everything good right away.