The Swirl of Thoughts

Often my mind races so fast my actions can't come close to keeping up with it. The motivation I get from the swirl of thoughts is short lived, killed out each time a new batch comes flooding in.

Many times I feel I am drowning in needed action. I need to send this in the mail. I need to go to the grocery store. I need to mop the kitchen floor.

Do you ever feel like you're just being held in a state of maintainance? I do.

One of the best feelings is that of acomplishment and progress. I don't know how much longer I can continue on on my own though. It's like that Beatles' song that goes, "I get by with a little help from my friends."

I can't imagine just 'getting by' though. I get by just fine by myself. What I'd like to do is acomplish something with a little help from my friends; that certainly wouldn't be as catchy in a song though.

Spending a good deal of time alone and being sick for three weeks has taken a toll on me mentally. Going to the doctors is like anathema to me. I am getting better. I think this sickness will be beat soon.

Over the weekend

Over the weekend I hung out with my co-worker Mike for a little on Friday. Went to a party at one of his buddy's apartment. It was a bit of a dude fest but it got me out of the house for a little bit.

Saturday was Gordy's birthday party, which was fun. Hung out with Jess on Saturday night for a little bit.

On Sunday I just relaxed all day.