My brain is fried

Things seem to be pileing up on me stress-wise. I feel like a bundle of nerves. Something needs to give. I'm holding up pretty good, but soon I will need to take some time off work to unwind a little. The question then is, what do I do?

As well, I can't help but wonder why I have this feeling that I am crawling out of my skin. Like tonight, and like most nights, I am at home by myself. Left to my own devices I compute, calculate, ponder, and express myself.

I think about life more than I live in it. In a sense I dream and wish too much. When I am at ease I can do, but I am not at ease.

I hope that things come together soon.

"Good. There are many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness."
&mdash Carl Gustav Jung